Confusions – My Heart Palace

My Heart Palace

Don't judge, nothing is right or wrong.. Just a few feelings expressed in words.

Category: Confusions

Shadow

 

What a happy illusion.. dreaming of spending a lifetime with you.. I was

Best person and the best heart you had.. I thought

But then.. there were fog and I was blind..

I was scared.. tried to find you but you weren’t there..

I called your name and heard your faint voice..

You asked me to stay where I was..

I trusted you.. believed that you were trying hard to get back to me…

I sensed someone else there and I was scared again..

You said I was imagining things .. I trusted you more than myself.. and I stayed where I was..

Suddenly I thought I could feel you around me again.. Ecstatic I was..

But something had changed.. you didn’t hold me as close as you used to..

you didn’t hug me the way you used to.. something was missing

But you assured me that everything was fine.. how could I not trust you.. You were my guiding light in the darkest times of my life..

In this fog around me.. I could not see that you brought a shadow with you..

A shadow.. that snatched my life from me..

A shadow.. that twisted knife into my soul..

A shadow.. that left my heart bleeding.. waiting for me to die

 

Ready to let go

When I sound so sure about my thoughts, saying I am strong enough to face anything that might come, saying I am ready to be free, saying I am ready to let go.. Why does it feel so strangely heavy and painful, as if it is attached to the blood vessels of my heart??

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