cruel – My Heart Palace

My Heart Palace

Don't judge, nothing is right or wrong.. Just a few feelings expressed in words.

Category: cruel

Death of our Love

It’s a story of our love honey.. a love that died a slow.. painful death..

It started dying when others started becoming your priority..

When playfulness of others were more interesting than a geeky me..

When you shared my time with others..

When my tears became less valuable to you..

When you stopped dreaming your future with me..

When flirting was more satisfying than spending a few minutes with me..

When you kept doing things that you knew were hurting me..

When you ended the exclusivity of our relation..

when I just became an option for you..

I realized then.. I was holding onto something that was long gone..

I sat there.. refusing to let it go.. and you were at the door.. sans any expressions..

We waited for the love to breathe again..

but who are we fooling.. no one can bring the dead alive..

I don’t need your answers now..

Your silence says it all..

Let me burn the corpse..

Let me mourn the death of our love in peace..

 

Shadow

 

What a happy illusion.. dreaming of spending a lifetime with you.. I was

Best person and the best heart you had.. I thought

But then.. there were fog and I was blind..

I was scared.. tried to find you but you weren’t there..

I called your name and heard your faint voice..

You asked me to stay where I was..

I trusted you.. believed that you were trying hard to get back to me…

I sensed someone else there and I was scared again..

You said I was imagining things .. I trusted you more than myself.. and I stayed where I was..

Suddenly I thought I could feel you around me again.. Ecstatic I was..

But something had changed.. you didn’t hold me as close as you used to..

you didn’t hug me the way you used to.. something was missing

But you assured me that everything was fine.. how could I not trust you.. You were my guiding light in the darkest times of my life..

In this fog around me.. I could not see that you brought a shadow with you..

A shadow.. that snatched my life from me..

A shadow.. that twisted knife into my soul..

A shadow.. that left my heart bleeding.. waiting for me to die

 

Saying No

“No” is a much misunderstood word. It can be hard to say and even harder to take but it has the power to save lives, hearts, dreams and much more..

Life Lessons

Life is cruel, it has its own wicked ways to push you to your boundaries, to make you see things you  otherwise couldn’t, to make you realize how precious your loved ones are, to show you that insanity is good sometimes and to let you know that there is absolutely nothing to regret.

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