Heart break – My Heart Palace

My Heart Palace

Don't judge, nothing is right or wrong.. Just a few feelings expressed in words.

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Lonely

A pain never experienced before…

A feeling that left unexplored..

A unique combination of hatred and love..

Too lonely to be described in words..

Consoling my crying soul..

Tomorrow will be better than today..

But I swear to bury you deep down there.. leaving behind the yearn..

Piling on the stones.. one after another.. making sure there is no return..

 

 

 

The end.

I’m tired of being an option for you..

I feel so low about my vanity..

You might not have a clear mind..

But it’ll take me long to move on..

The sooner I start the better it is..

I cannot wait for your feelings to be exclusive for me..

I cannot wait for you to let go of other options..

May be I’ll find someone who’ll love me more than you ever did..

From right now.. at this instant.. I decide to take charge of my heart..

I decide to leave..

I decide to let you go..

I make things easier for you..

May be this is the end of us..

 

Do I know you..

You are close to me but warmth is gone..

I know you but comfort is gone..

I am scared of sharing my feelings.. don’t know if you’ll give the familiar response..

Decision is made but doubts are still there..

I got you but lost you at the same time..

I know I’ll have to give you space but I don’t know for how long can I wait..

Your silence is making the differences irreconcilable..

My eyes are tired of waiting for you..

My heart is broken listening to you..

You avert from even hugging..

We were better off as friends if I could see this coming..

I hope we can reconcile before it’s too late..

I hope we can start again with a clean slate..

 

 

Death of our Love

It’s a story of our love honey.. a love that died a slow.. painful death..

It started dying when others started becoming your priority..

When playfulness of others were more interesting than a geeky me..

When you shared my time with others..

When my tears became less valuable to you..

When you stopped dreaming your future with me..

When flirting was more satisfying than spending a few minutes with me..

When you kept doing things that you knew were hurting me..

When you ended the exclusivity of our relation..

when I just became an option for you..

I realized then.. I was holding onto something that was long gone..

I sat there.. refusing to let it go.. and you were at the door.. sans any expressions..

We waited for the love to breathe again..

but who are we fooling.. no one can bring the dead alive..

I don’t need your answers now..

Your silence says it all..

Let me burn the corpse..

Let me mourn the death of our love in peace..

 

Shadow

 

What a happy illusion.. dreaming of spending a lifetime with you.. I was

Best person and the best heart you had.. I thought

But then.. there were fog and I was blind..

I was scared.. tried to find you but you weren’t there..

I called your name and heard your faint voice..

You asked me to stay where I was..

I trusted you.. believed that you were trying hard to get back to me…

I sensed someone else there and I was scared again..

You said I was imagining things .. I trusted you more than myself.. and I stayed where I was..

Suddenly I thought I could feel you around me again.. Ecstatic I was..

But something had changed.. you didn’t hold me as close as you used to..

you didn’t hug me the way you used to.. something was missing

But you assured me that everything was fine.. how could I not trust you.. You were my guiding light in the darkest times of my life..

In this fog around me.. I could not see that you brought a shadow with you..

A shadow.. that snatched my life from me..

A shadow.. that twisted knife into my soul..

A shadow.. that left my heart bleeding.. waiting for me to die

 

One last Apology

For breaking my heart, for mocking my love, for sharing what was mine, for shattering my dreams, for playing with my emotions, for letting me wait for your decision, for calling me and then breaking my heart again in an instant.. Yes, you do owe me one last heartfelt apology.

 

Tinted Soul

You didn’t ask me to leave but didn’t want me to stay..

I was never enough.. so naive, so silent.. I never served the purpose..

I didn’t have the spark that attracted you,

Didn’t have the soul that could bind you..

And it all remain the same still..

You were never here to stay and you never will..

You don’t have the courage to confess..

I am not sane anymore, my soul is tinted but I have no complaints.

I broke a heart one day and it’s my turn today..

So we are even now..

No remorse, no burdens.. it had to be this way.

What have you lost

Just because I loved you above all.. answered your every call.. trusted you like blinds.. couldn’t watch you leave.. made you my priority.. was ready to embrace your gravest sin.. doesn’t mean you take me for granted.. I might just leave now and you’ll see then.. what have you lost.

You felt remorse for the one who left, didn’t value the one who stayed.. I thought after all you won’t be confused any more.. stupid as always I forgot, men never appreciate what they have.. so I might just leave now and you’ll see then.. what have you lost.

Distance

So what if your heart is dripping blood.. it’s blinding your vision, making you mad.. you wouldn’t see the truth if you are so close.. let the distance come in between, let the silence take over.. let’s face the reality.

Saying No

“No” is a much misunderstood word. It can be hard to say and even harder to take but it has the power to save lives, hearts, dreams and much more..

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