Pain – My Heart Palace

My Heart Palace

Don't judge, nothing is right or wrong.. Just a few feelings expressed in words.

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The Tale Of A Brave Heart

In a night full of stars..

They look so beautiful, the seasoned scars

The heart beating an arrhythmic beat

Singing a melody of unspoken words.. oh so sweet

 

Look at that flawless skin..

And the lights.. so tastefully dim

Who could fathom the depth of this darkness..

Beautifully layered beneath the silence.. so harmless

 

The life of love.. so fragile.. so frail..

A different face, different lies.. and a different tale

The magic fails, leaving you alone..

Curtain is down.. but the show must go on

 

Sad things.. these tears.. but they will sparkle if you show them light..

Show me your heart… show me the dark.. the bright

Story of strangled dreams and unseen chains..

But fight you must.. for the little of life that remains

Firsts and Lasts

Firsts and Lasts

In anticipation of a series of new firsts..

Painfully looking at some ordinary lasts..

I wish things were a little different and a little less grim..

In a war between love and obscurity.. I wish the later didn’t win..

If you could be a tad more stronger and I, a bit less understanding..

Our feelings could have avoided this brutal stranding..

Although, it was nothing compared to the past..

It does bleed when the hope is last..

Closing the doors to all of our could have beens..

Pulling everlasting drapes on behind the scenes..

This is the end of an era, a web of entangled emotions..

Somethings might hurt forever, the unscathed remains..

 

Moment of truth

The moment of truth has come a little early..

Have already seen everything clearly..

All that was to be said and all that was to be decided..

Hold no meaning anymore with our virtues collided..

There is no match of..

My integrity to your mendacity..

My unconditional love to your selfish actions..

That single strand of respect, that final chord of love..

All the bonds broken.. you set me free..

Empty words and hollow emotions..

I can finally make truth out of fake notions.

 

Lonely

A pain never experienced before…

A feeling that left unexplored..

A unique combination of hatred and love..

Too lonely to be described in words..

Consoling my crying soul..

Tomorrow will be better than today..

But I swear to bury you deep down there.. leaving behind the yearn..

Piling on the stones.. one after another.. making sure there is no return..

 

 

 

The end.

I’m tired of being an option for you..

I feel so low about my vanity..

You might not have a clear mind..

But it’ll take me long to move on..

The sooner I start the better it is..

I cannot wait for your feelings to be exclusive for me..

I cannot wait for you to let go of other options..

May be I’ll find someone who’ll love me more than you ever did..

From right now.. at this instant.. I decide to take charge of my heart..

I decide to leave..

I decide to let you go..

I make things easier for you..

May be this is the end of us..

 

Vaults of Heart

Share your feelings.. they said

Don’t hide anything.. they said

People close to you will understand.. they said

They didn’t know..

Somethings can be shared only with self..

Some feelings.. some pains are best left muted..

Some wounds are meant to be buried in the deepest vaults of heart.. locked and bolted

Do I know you..

You are close to me but warmth is gone..

I know you but comfort is gone..

I am scared of sharing my feelings.. don’t know if you’ll give the familiar response..

Decision is made but doubts are still there..

I got you but lost you at the same time..

I know I’ll have to give you space but I don’t know for how long can I wait..

Your silence is making the differences irreconcilable..

My eyes are tired of waiting for you..

My heart is broken listening to you..

You avert from even hugging..

We were better off as friends if I could see this coming..

I hope we can reconcile before it’s too late..

I hope we can start again with a clean slate..

 

 

Death of our Love

It’s a story of our love honey.. a love that died a slow.. painful death..

It started dying when others started becoming your priority..

When playfulness of others were more interesting than a geeky me..

When you shared my time with others..

When my tears became less valuable to you..

When you stopped dreaming your future with me..

When flirting was more satisfying than spending a few minutes with me..

When you kept doing things that you knew were hurting me..

When you ended the exclusivity of our relation..

when I just became an option for you..

I realized then.. I was holding onto something that was long gone..

I sat there.. refusing to let it go.. and you were at the door.. sans any expressions..

We waited for the love to breathe again..

but who are we fooling.. no one can bring the dead alive..

I don’t need your answers now..

Your silence says it all..

Let me burn the corpse..

Let me mourn the death of our love in peace..

 

Shadow

 

What a happy illusion.. dreaming of spending a lifetime with you.. I was

Best person and the best heart you had.. I thought

But then.. there were fog and I was blind..

I was scared.. tried to find you but you weren’t there..

I called your name and heard your faint voice..

You asked me to stay where I was..

I trusted you.. believed that you were trying hard to get back to me…

I sensed someone else there and I was scared again..

You said I was imagining things .. I trusted you more than myself.. and I stayed where I was..

Suddenly I thought I could feel you around me again.. Ecstatic I was..

But something had changed.. you didn’t hold me as close as you used to..

you didn’t hug me the way you used to.. something was missing

But you assured me that everything was fine.. how could I not trust you.. You were my guiding light in the darkest times of my life..

In this fog around me.. I could not see that you brought a shadow with you..

A shadow.. that snatched my life from me..

A shadow.. that twisted knife into my soul..

A shadow.. that left my heart bleeding.. waiting for me to die

 

One last Apology

For breaking my heart, for mocking my love, for sharing what was mine, for shattering my dreams, for playing with my emotions, for letting me wait for your decision, for calling me and then breaking my heart again in an instant.. Yes, you do owe me one last heartfelt apology.

 

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