Reality – My Heart Palace

My Heart Palace

Don't judge, nothing is right or wrong.. Just a few feelings expressed in words.

Category: Reality

The Tale Of A Brave Heart

In a night full of stars..

They look so beautiful, the seasoned scars

The heart beating an arrhythmic beat

Singing a melody of unspoken words.. oh so sweet

 

Look at that flawless skin..

And the lights.. so tastefully dim

Who could fathom the depth of this darkness..

Beautifully layered beneath the silence.. so harmless

 

The life of love.. so fragile.. so frail..

A different face, different lies.. and a different tale

The magic fails, leaving you alone..

Curtain is down.. but the show must go on

 

Sad things.. these tears.. but they will sparkle if you show them light..

Show me your heart… show me the dark.. the bright

Story of strangled dreams and unseen chains..

But fight you must.. for the little of life that remains

Moment of truth

The moment of truth has come a little early..

Have already seen everything clearly..

All that was to be said and all that was to be decided..

Hold no meaning anymore with our virtues collided..

There is no match of..

My integrity to your mendacity..

My unconditional love to your selfish actions..

That single strand of respect, that final chord of love..

All the bonds broken.. you set me free..

Empty words and hollow emotions..

I can finally make truth out of fake notions.

 

Lonely

A pain never experienced before…

A feeling that left unexplored..

A unique combination of hatred and love..

Too lonely to be described in words..

Consoling my crying soul..

Tomorrow will be better than today..

But I swear to bury you deep down there.. leaving behind the yearn..

Piling on the stones.. one after another.. making sure there is no return..

 

 

 

Vaults of Heart

Share your feelings.. they said

Don’t hide anything.. they said

People close to you will understand.. they said

They didn’t know..

Somethings can be shared only with self..

Some feelings.. some pains are best left muted..

Some wounds are meant to be buried in the deepest vaults of heart.. locked and bolted

Do I know you..

You are close to me but warmth is gone..

I know you but comfort is gone..

I am scared of sharing my feelings.. don’t know if you’ll give the familiar response..

Decision is made but doubts are still there..

I got you but lost you at the same time..

I know I’ll have to give you space but I don’t know for how long can I wait..

Your silence is making the differences irreconcilable..

My eyes are tired of waiting for you..

My heart is broken listening to you..

You avert from even hugging..

We were better off as friends if I could see this coming..

I hope we can reconcile before it’s too late..

I hope we can start again with a clean slate..

 

 

Death of our Love

It’s a story of our love honey.. a love that died a slow.. painful death..

It started dying when others started becoming your priority..

When playfulness of others were more interesting than a geeky me..

When you shared my time with others..

When my tears became less valuable to you..

When you stopped dreaming your future with me..

When flirting was more satisfying than spending a few minutes with me..

When you kept doing things that you knew were hurting me..

When you ended the exclusivity of our relation..

when I just became an option for you..

I realized then.. I was holding onto something that was long gone..

I sat there.. refusing to let it go.. and you were at the door.. sans any expressions..

We waited for the love to breathe again..

but who are we fooling.. no one can bring the dead alive..

I don’t need your answers now..

Your silence says it all..

Let me burn the corpse..

Let me mourn the death of our love in peace..

 

What have you lost

Just because I loved you above all.. answered your every call.. trusted you like blinds.. couldn’t watch you leave.. made you my priority.. was ready to embrace your gravest sin.. doesn’t mean you take me for granted.. I might just leave now and you’ll see then.. what have you lost.

You felt remorse for the one who left, didn’t value the one who stayed.. I thought after all you won’t be confused any more.. stupid as always I forgot, men never appreciate what they have.. so I might just leave now and you’ll see then.. what have you lost.

Distance

So what if your heart is dripping blood.. it’s blinding your vision, making you mad.. you wouldn’t see the truth if you are so close.. let the distance come in between, let the silence take over.. let’s face the reality.

Acceptance

The more I accept the lighter it seems to get and I wonder.. it was probably meant to be this way.. how does it matter whether the door was opened or broken, it will give you something new and it’s time to bid adieu.

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