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My Heart Palace

Don't judge, nothing is right or wrong.. Just a few feelings expressed in words.

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High on inspirations

What inspires me.. I wonder

Is it that quote from the woman in the big office?

Or is it that mind boggling trick that I couldn’t figure out?

It could be that beautiful piece of writing..

Or that thunder that I feel inside myself..

It might be that fire I saw in your eyes..

Or is it my hunger that has become insatiable?

I know there is much more to the world than what meets the eye..

And there is much more that I need to achieve to touch the sky.

Let the restlessness keep me going..

Let the fire burn me brighter..

I’ll crush every hurdle that dares come on..

For I’ll achieve what I’ve set my eyes on.

Fly o Fly!

Fly o fly bird.. Fly o fly!

Away from this herd..

Away from this world!

 

Don’ stop, away from the selfish cries..

Pulling you, calling you.. Blue of the skies!

Fly o fly bird.. fly o fly!

 

Listen to your heart.. it’s the call of your spirit..

Go grab it.. snatch it! there is nothing to fear it!

Fly o fly bird.. fly o fly!

 

Rotten is your bark and illusion is your trap..

Away from the dark, let your wings flap!

Fly o fly bird.. fly o fly!

 

See the beauty of wild, befriend the storms..

Feel the innocence of a child, break all the norms!

Fly o fly bird.. fly o fly!

Be a Li’l patient

In the light.. In the dark..

A soul looking for spark..

 

Past is gone.. leaving behind a vision of future..

Present is soothing with its lingering nature..

Be a little patient.. for I am stuck..

In my fears.. In my luck.

 

Want to see the glitters.. the flowers.. the roses..

Filled with love and without any clauses..

Be a little patient.. for I am lost..

In my own.. in this frost.

 

Don’t want to give away the freedom.. the pleasure.. the fight..

But I do want to see the stars.. the light..

Be a little patient.. for I am tired..

Of giving away.. of the scars acquired..

 

Loving the fog in this wintry night..

Yes, I am ready to take the flight..

Be a little patient.. for I am scared..

Of the storm.. of my wounds bared.

Laugh.. just a little more

Alone at my apartment.. towards the bed on my way..

I tried talking to my comb today..

 

A little worried about life and a little more about my hair fall..

Contemplating the future but breakfast for tomorrow morning takes the place above all..

 

The comb seemed to laugh at the bizarre setting of my thoughts..

Apparently very happy with my hair tangled in knots..

 

Angry at his amusement, I asked if he had a solution or should I show him the drawer..

Now smiling at my offer he said, maybe you should laugh.. just a little more!!

 

Wilderness of heart

Some day, when you are trying hard to fall asleep.. It will all come rushing back to you like it never went away and it will suffocate the breath out of you.

Just remember then.. nothing never really goes away.. with this soul trapped in this human body.. it will memorize as much as it can.. all will be gone when you die.. except for maybe a few things..

Here’s to the bulb!

BulbIn a night full of stars.. with this peace and calm around.. and with a mind full of thoughts.. this small bulb on the porch is helping me write my mind out..

Here’s to this little, bright and helpful bulb!!

Defeated

Oh Ganesha! Oh Destiny! Oh Divine!

Look at these tears in my eyes

Laugh at my failures.. my cries

Mock me for believing in you.. your wit

Punish me for the crimes I did not commit

Burn me for loving the wrong men

Curse me for breaking my heart again

Yes, I loved more than I could have

Yes, I endured more than I should have

I thought you, of all the people would be by my side

When I fall, you would embrace me with your arms open wide

But You are not there.. you do not exist

If you do.. I am not a part of your favorite list

After all these tears and all this pain

Here I stand.. defeated yet again.

 

 

 

Rains

Oh.. here come the long awaited rains..

Determined to wash away the pains..

Winds are blowing away the past…

Making a change that will last..

Lightening cuts through the shrouds..

Clearing all the clouds..

It’s gives an awesome view..

And I no more see the color blue..

 

 

 

Shadow

 

What a happy illusion.. dreaming of spending a lifetime with you.. I was

Best person and the best heart you had.. I thought

But then.. there were fog and I was blind..

I was scared.. tried to find you but you weren’t there..

I called your name and heard your faint voice..

You asked me to stay where I was..

I trusted you.. believed that you were trying hard to get back to me…

I sensed someone else there and I was scared again..

You said I was imagining things .. I trusted you more than myself.. and I stayed where I was..

Suddenly I thought I could feel you around me again.. Ecstatic I was..

But something had changed.. you didn’t hold me as close as you used to..

you didn’t hug me the way you used to.. something was missing

But you assured me that everything was fine.. how could I not trust you.. You were my guiding light in the darkest times of my life..

In this fog around me.. I could not see that you brought a shadow with you..

A shadow.. that snatched my life from me..

A shadow.. that twisted knife into my soul..

A shadow.. that left my heart bleeding.. waiting for me to die

 

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